AUTHOR: Sashie TITLE: Unrealistic Expectations DATE: Monday, June 12, 2006 ----- BODY: I am given to too much thinking and little action. Pretty much all I do is think. I don't actually DO anything. The majority of my thoughts are how inadequate I feel. I know I am not a an inadequate human. I know it but don't believe it. I am never good enough. The second I complete something there are fifteen other things staring me in the face. What does it take to feel deep inner contentment? Even if I complete 14 things on a to do list for one day the next day has it's own list. I can't breathe. I can't ever feel DONE.

I was perusing Flickr to find an interesting pic to add to post. I entered "mountain". I entered "climb". I was thinking of a metaphor - something overwrought like "Life is a journey. Here I am in the middle of the journey!" (Puke.) After reviewing people's photo of climbing Mount Kilimanjaro I now feel even more inadequate. Ppppfttttt. --------